为什么

也许对你们来讲，这些都是小事，都是我应该做的
可是你们有想过我的感受，我的想法吗???
会想到你们这样子会让我觉得是对我不公平的吗??? ~~''
虽然大家每天看到的都是那个挂着一张僖皮笑脸的我
其实我的内心深处都塞满了很多疑问
其实不想要讲出来而已
与其看到别人不开心 不然自己一个人不开心
那不是更好吗???
有时为了安慰自己，并命的一直比自己往好的方面想
也许这就是我的命运
有些时候，真的让我觉得喘不过气来
那时候想到的就是 为怎么每天都有那么多人死，但我就不是里面的一个

club + d music man

19 Aug 2010

after a year later,finally i was step into the CLUB--M.O.S again~~~
its with Pee Dee gang again.. :) :)
actuali im not reali lik to go tat kind of place...
hmmp..duno y ==''
but tis time is because most of them are having holidays now...
and also Han Yieng's birthday...
so,we decided to go have some fun..
the alcoholic fun!!! lolx~~
after class on tat day,den we went to Pyramid 1st...
and some of them did some shopping...
after dinner at Ole-Ole Bali,den went my room to set up themselves...
including myself~~ o,O
urmm....reach club edy is 11sumth...
cousin's fren brought me n Ja Jaa..
his car dam yeng d,got TURBO eh...
den i keep ask him to speed up...
finally,he skip for the junction twice tat we suppose to go in...lolx
at d end, i zip up my mouth b4 reach our destination..hahaxx
even we juz open a Chivas,but sum of us edy wanna get drunk...
and~~~ im DRUNK vry badly #,@
no matter how,i enjoy d nite vry well...
nex time will go again with u all when i think of wanna get drunk again!! :p



22 Aug 2010

its date of LeeHom's album + movie showcase in One U...
d onli one showcase...
tis time i decided to go n meet up with him...
because its suit my time and i have been few years didnt meet him..:p
luckily Siew Fang wanna go v me on tat day..
if not, i oso not sure whether im going onot..
cuz i dunwan go thr alone...
we reach d Central Park Avenue at 3sumth...
n we ask by d crew to go outside thr stand and wait til 6.30pm...
at tat time,d sun was vry hot..
n i felt dam guilty to Siew Fang and her fren..
cuz nid to suffer v me under d hot sun...
**im sorry** T.T


ps:LeeHom,u always the BEST ♥♥♥

d nice outing with collegemates

the 1st week of tis new sem juz ended by today...

the words tat i can use to describe tis week is 'nice', 'fun' n 'tired'!!!
lolxx....
yea,its the 1st time i used those words to describe my college life...
tis week,had been to those places tat i wanted to go...
there are i-city and pulau ketam..
yea,stil got 2 more places haven go--putrajaya and look up point...


on tues,date Pei Wen go out...
she said wanna go i-city...
oklur,i vry cincai d..
n tat is d place i wanted to go for long time edy oso..=.=
she asked her hsemates along...
they were vry funny and nice...haha...
i keep laughing with holding my baby...
those photos taken not reali nice,cuz didn't bring tripod to subang..:(
but d LED light is vry beautiful...
hope i can go thr again..:)

pei wen and her frens :)

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as Cassey suggest to go Pulau Ketam b4 last sem final exam...
so, i invite more ppl to join us for the trip...
they are siew li, henry and five...
actuali my motive to go thr is for photo shooting...
seriously nid to improve my lousy skills..:(
five of us took ktm to harbour and then took ferry to Pulau Ketam..

view from harbour ^^

d shooting partner--Cassey ♥♥♥

mr.Five @.@
awww~~~^^
me with Denise ♥♥♥

since d time is pack,so we decided to rent few bicycles to visit around thr..
actuali, Pulau Ketam is quite similar with Pulau Kukup in JB...

Pulau ketam>,<

those villagers are cycling around and it seems lik vry fun..lolx...

d sweet n cute COUPLE :)

also, having our lunch + dinner at one of the restaurant thr...
those food we ate are juz SEAFOOD,ofcuz include my fav CRAB <3..>

d seafood!!

my image gone :(

after d meal,we took d last ferry bc to harbour again..
den Cassey suggest to stop at Jln Kastam for photo shooting..
well,since everyone agreed n we stopped thr...

miss Cassey promote Jln Kastam :p

hmm...d sunset at thr was vry nice...
should go thr again in future.. ^,^

love it!!!
d cargo..

when we decide to bc Subang,the ktm was juz lik keep delay n delay...
finally,we seem lik waiting the ktm for 2hrs...
btw,while waiting d ktm to arrive,start to ON the camera again... its fun man!!! group photo of the day :)

d nex day,went KL for photo shooting again...
luckily Cassey decided to follow us along..
if only me n five go muz be vry weird..
thx Cassey ♥♥♥ ^^
d weather was not nice...
cuz its raining and d sky was not blue enuff...:(
our photo shooting destinations were KL railway station,PJ street and KLCC..

emo enuff huh?? :p

:)

urmm~~~
fly away~

smile :)

klcc o,O

love it

I WANT TO IMPROVE MY SHOOTING SKILLS!!!!





ps: thx Cassey,Siew Li,Henry and Five..
ps 2: d tripod will be d Baby's best fren frm now onwards!!

Degree 2yr-1st sem

1month holiday has gone...
d lonely + stress life is bc!!!!
n i hate it so so so so much!!!!
i dun lik to stay alone in Subang!!!
i dun lik to do Assignment!!!
but,i cant do anyth lo...
its my choice chose to continue study after finish secondary...==''
d new sem is my degree 2nd yr 1st sem...
i knew it will much more challenger to myself...
muz work hard more than last sem...
no more fail for any subjects!!!
yeah,i can do it~~~!! :p

well,1st week onli got lecture but not tutorial...
so,after get new timetable den went pyramid with siew li,henry n five...
lunch at Simply Penang...
one word to describe--DELICIOUS!!!
after lunch,den had a window shopping til 3pm i think...
reach home not longer den receive Ivory's msg...
she said go Empire Mall earlier,b4 tat decide to go at 6pm...
mana tahu,after met her up..
she said wan go SS2 pasar malam...==''
oklo,since i never go b4 oso...
took some photos in d pasar malam...
cuz tot going Empire Mall den bring along my baby DLSR...
who noe plan change suddenly...lolx...
walked 3hrs n oso 3rounds in d pasar malam...
din buy things frm thr..onli eat few things thr nia...
hope nex time can go again la...

btw,there are few places i desired to go badly for photo shooting..
there are Pulau Ketam,i-city, and Putrajaya...
anyone interested? anyone wanna go v me? >,<

ps:i pass my SUPP paper!!! thx god~~!!
ps2: hope Pulau Ketam trip on tis wed going smoothly!!